Sktech the dream board! =]

When I feel moody,I will go to the book shop and then read those books there.
Words and writing is just such an amazing learning for me,it can treat my mind,my soul and everything.One sentences can mean everything,and cheer me up.
I just think about that what I have now and what they ever brought me,it's enjoyable everyday.
I really appreciate that and I satisfied with what the God had replace something good with brought me the another better living condition.Since he had created something best on me,I do accept another risk now,after those terrible things that I had been seen...
I'm living independent now,making study and joyful full on my life,it's just meaningful.
Love can be a life,but for me it's just a kind of life,a part of my life.No matter how deep you love one man,mind to don't spread over,it still has a limit,and it makes a theory that love should not be blind.
I'm forgetful sometimes,so I have a sketch block,sketch down what I had dream at night,it's beautiful.It's just beautiful until make me feel like it would be imposssible forever,never ever to reach that,I wish it is not only a dream,I think that what I'm sketch on,it will be a dream that I will reacch by the time come soon.I wish to travel around,walk slowly and realise something pretty,as I ever said,ouh,we are girls,the ability to detect pretty things is always on us,keep it on and spread it up!It should not be avoid =)
I love you all in my life,I really glad that there is us,life,and happiness ♥

26 Mach 11

Had went Jusco with family last night =)
We saw many of our relatives and decided to buy my Mac book in fact,but then could not found the centre afterward,so my dad had decided to buy that somewhere that he would find.
And had Sushi in Dp also,they order a lot and finally could not finish it,I really full of had a large quantity of that ><
And then buy my books at Popular,mom had bought me on Saturday also but yesterday she bought again.

Now is Sunday,another new day after yesterday.
I really recover from all that,now feeling better and I'm clear to see all the things that is already just that worst before I realised that,heyy I shouldn't trust that and what about the speech about the thinking and all about the freaking suck attitude and personality is already shown for me to discover but then I'm not.Silly I'm and should care about myself before that.So sigh.
I thought I won't care about any hurts of make myself busy like hell everyday and once I feel tired I'll just directly rest on my bed and it's another new day to busy on then.But since I feel so strong and that hurt is really deep until roaming on my heart I will just stop function,still like a machine too,well,yes I'm still stop there actually.That's why I told Relene that I'm just like lost everything when I knew that and even admit my fault which are never a fault on an imature person,gosh what the heck with me!What to do that for?
What about independent?Yup I learnt.Persist that even until this moment,I have a responsible on one more guy.Everyone thoughts should rest and depend on him but I'm always ready to get hurt and at last is just only hurt!Or else I should describe it as annoy?
It's okay you don't know me,but please stop radiculous on me.
Tired enough.
Heyy girl,how come don't dare to face yourself by look at the mirror and return yourself a nice smile,you deserve that you know.What a freaking fun?again take alcohol everywhere and return in mist?!Yes please do that,you will release your pain,drunk like hell,vomit anywhere with the freaking suck reason as you are not awake completely,and then sleep along the day after that directly have your supper in midnight?No please don't,you will lost more thing as past,you forgot that?You lost a lot when you ever decided to give up.Be tough and you will live better,but just a little suffer before it lead a heaven life.


Continue to fight for the Mid-year,as all friends fight together! ❤

24 March 11

Alright,firstly want to congrat to all my school SPM candidates who got the good result and also gratz to some of my senior =)
You guys are just awesome!This time really frightened when I get know that there were 37 of our school candidates got full A in the exam from my teacher telling!Really such a good job =)
It's my turn after two years more,maybe it is not easy to get that good result but at least we should try our best,and get a better future afterward,although I'm still don't have a constant idea about FUTURE.
Today is just the 4th day we reopen school,since the first day we back to school,our teacher already asks us to prepare for our Mid-year test on May,because he said it was such a big challenge and still have the harder way to go on.
I'm so tired of that,satisfied with the result on March but scare of the result decline on May,worry makes me stressful and have to keep it up non-stop...Lots of homework to finish in this week and I'm getting for that then.
I will enjoy the two years before I graduate in school,I love my friends and teachers in school and also Relene!I love you guys as you all are just different as I never seen!
I love my life which full of matter that will not finish and waiting me to finish so that I will keep myself busy until I will never remind myself to remember those such annoy things and I had forget what's pain.
Keep me busy and keep to achieve something with my trying hard.
God bless a better life for everyone =)

End of holiday and the first day of reopen school!

Outing again before two days with friends...

oh my god almost brankup d...T T

Such a nice day outing with Jie Jian and Li Pin and Manly and all when having meal at the night.

Guys I really become more fat already -.-

And with za bor,Mike,and Khoo on Sunday.

Firstly went to the Mac City to see iPad and Mac Book.

I want the Mac book badly!But then just have to continue use my Lenovo first and then get my CANON on June!!

We had pieces of cakes in Secret Receipe..So jelak of eat the Chocolate favourite one!XD

Relene's fiber cheese nicer and I soooooooooooooooooooooo regret of order that!-.-

And then went to the water pool and chit chat there.

So happy when with friends rather that annoy with the thing that I suffer everyday.Only some of you knows that what I'm talking about..XD

And then went for ate Sushi and Jonker for shooting but then failed at last coz is was raining.

Reached home on 9 and going out again for yam cha with dad.

Freaking tired with didn't sleep for whole night-.-

We got back most of our test paper today!So disappointed of the history marks-.-

But still quite satisfied with the results,at least I did improve,and there is no more reason for someone to looking down at me,at least I may live cheerful and without annoy with that.Pheewwww.........~ -.-

If we work hard,at least we own others' belief,and we will go on and keep t up with the praises and cheerful minded in future..I think so..My mom proves that...

And I really satisfied enough with my class now!

It is the first time I study under a very cheerful environment,everyday.It's really special for me and I will enjoy the year continue then.I wish this would be last-longing.

Feel like wanna drop Chinese!It is freaking difficult for me!!Haiz!!!!

Although there is such a impossible,but it is just painful in fact,Erhem..

 

It's about my holiday! =]

Ouh fine,I might fail my Chinese paper,I think so.
Because of all the questions is just over hard for me and one question per six marks.I really out of the way,that's why I left some of  the 名句精华questions BLANK!So disheartless!
And even the accouting also...Gosh...I really don't have enough time to finish it!So wasted on what I had prepared for!
Something really suprised me during the holiday.Sad matter anyway and we still can't face it optimist.I'm still feel scary now.
So sorry to that za bor coz didn't rush for the date on Sunday.And Chia wei also,coz we decided for outing on Sunday also but becauseof my family matter so we have to delayed it.
I feel so bad.


Forget about that.
Hmm,had watched I AM NUMBER FOUR and BEASTLY!Such a nice movies ever and I falled on the guy!XD
If you had watched that you will know who I am mention about!XD
Beside Zac Efron he is the another guy that I feel like falled on him!Just engaging!!haha!
And I started to waste money again,shop around and eat this and that wherever I am~~But then it's okay,should relax first coz it is really desperately tired during the schooling time lol
I would like to having Nadeje Cheese favour layer cake,not yet try that before.Yesterday had the Chocolate favour one and today was the original one.
And the ice cream by Haaden Dazz,go and take a try guys!All kind are very nice!
Again the place that I yam cha usually~~OLD TOWN~My life would suck without it!XD
My weight is increasing non-stop I think....hehe =]
Again my skin,getting alike sun burn...........So terrible!!T T
And mommy asks me,still don't want to cut off your hair arh????It's already grows too long!..
I wish to cut too but I got no idea and also no time to manage it!*I am such a lazy girl=]*
Continue to hanging out tomorrow.Willing prepare to school and focus on Saturday =]
I promise!haha!*ISN'T JOKE!*=]

11 March 11

Although everyday is just almost the same,but I just with it.
In fact,I really don't know what I'm thinking about the relationship...Besides complaint,and there is just complaint,that is all.No more else...
My fault also,related with me is just like related with a mechine only,what happened with me?!
Maybe I can only search it by myself.
When I started to suit the environment without your accompany,why I'm still persist to live according my through...but never think about you and my life is just alike as when I was single but get better...
Just so independent...Is that good?
I feel so bad,sorry..


Forget about it.
Hmm...Just wish to finish my examination faster and I'm plan to going out x)
It's raining,I love it.I feel so peace now and without any perssimist right now...
Maybe I shouldn't tolerate with those nonsenses,but it's just stingy attitude.
I never say that wanna give up my future but I'm still catch up everyone's step.
We're different.
Just quit your world,coz it's just not suit me.
Like to compare result to others included me,your mia pasal.
Wanna talk colk so much on me,keep on.
All account student is just idiot like hell
Keep lah look down,ass you

9 March 11

I'm not live with according to your mood.
Get lost if you are not satisfied,this is my life!
I deserve to do anything that I wanted and chase my dream.
I keep a distance among,I just wish to avoid more argue,even there's no your belief on me I'm still here.
Stingy?Keep that lah I won't tolerate but pretend see nothing.
I won't feel sorry to myself coz I really trying my best,shut up if didn't see that and I no need your prove.
I won't control by anyone.Warn lastly!

丁当-很爱过

4 March 11

Ehem.Firstly wanna sorry to Sotong Francis and Denis :P
Coz yesterday I alreaDy went out XP

Well such a good2 night yesterday =)

Relene and Casendra got their pink LOLIPOP!

Whee,the theme inside and the LED on the cover are awesome~!

Again to T-bowl and again that waiter says that already close order and six more group of customer is still waiting,and will be close on 10+,so we just go away to other place lol.

So disapointed coz we've plan it few days ago and keep on await  =( 

And we keep saying what to eat tonight and wanna try this try that,manatau ........................aiz!=(

And then went to Mr.Dynasty.

I love there so much coz it's quite alike as FRIENDS that I always go with my cousins.

Relax and enjoyable place.

Col let me see KYRA's picture!Ouh~I love her so much~eyes super duper big.Desperately addicted!

Ouh~and the accounting punya ''tunai'' and ''jualan''...damnfully beh tahan that~laugh seii me  XDD

Went ELEVEN afterward.

So long didn't go there on Friday already~Not so crowd as Saturday happy hour.

We called one bucket of Carsberg..*

Anyway really such a nice day and awesome as I awaited for =)

Whole body damn pain now*getting old................................*

p/s:ouh~Examination gonna get start......................................

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*Pissed...* Respect please,What willing benifits you for looking down others

*Dying without knowing the causes*...................................

Work hard so that will not live suffer in the future life,and even get the higher education.

It's just nothing for only addicted to others that succeed,but not ourselves.

And it is really feeling not well while keep on looking down by others.I hate that feeling and feel like wanna scold out how pissed I am!

Now!I just wanna spread out all the temper that keep inside for so long,forgive that I can't be perspective now.

You know how suffer I'm while heard that instead of tolerate of yours' words?!It's just fucking pissed with that!Why being like this?Even people got nothing wrong also wanna looking for that to satisfy your sake that wanna get a reason for look down at one.

How's that if the person is you?I think you will go back and cry at home and don't dare to face others some more.

But it's fine and I still can eat well sleep well even study well without think about those idiot words.Don't worry those words doesn't affect me.

p/s:Besides work hard and live tough I got no other shortcut to get success nearer.

25 Feb 11

Yesterday went to T-bowl,and I tried so hard to reach there!
Coz someone really so bitchy always simply tell my dad this and that,f you really make me pissed off and I really hate you.Bring lots of trouble to me and wasting my time badly!
Think through your brain lah this is all my business and my own privacy why gossip so much!
You're not deserve to shout at me as how you want,you aren't my mom!
My mom will give me own time to have fun besides study well.*PISSED*

Forget about it.
Ouh ya,went there with Relene them and really had fun there :)
But one thing is we didn't eat the ice-cream coz the machine was spoilt.
So just have a drink call 肥皂水~
So cute of the name XD
I love their design concept so much.And those food and drink are exclusive also :)
Its outside looks pretty well like a design toilet but inside was different XD
Go and take a try guys ^^ Really not bad :)
And thanks for Relene and Mike to sent me back,really appreciate a lot =)