2011/09/26

快乐后一切却搞砸了。
我们该很团结,但是这个时候要很公平。
就这样的没事了,怎么样都好还是要笑着面对。
大部分的人都是会贪新鲜的,我也承认我自己会。对于朋友也是这一回事。
我更加承认我是生气的,但是心理上总要接受。成为一种性格。
对事不对人,而且那不是重点,个人是个人的问题,与他的群组无关。
所以算了吧,我们要的是快乐,不是问题连连。
真希望那会是没有距离的一天。


所以我要开始要求,相信,接收。
最后拥有。


休止符。 ==
我现在不快乐,但我会笑得很灿烂 ==

2011/09/25

24 Sept 11

I walked almost for a day.I slept at 4 something last night and wake up at 7 something.Have flu and normal illness.Urrghh.
My legs are cramp RIGHT NOW.I tried few ways to treat it but still can't get well.


The day which I had one coffee per day without take any meal.I got a abscess on my teeth again.Desperate lah it's with me been years.


Ya there,I was stress because of someone lack of secure today,SWEAT! hahaha!
Those eyes make me lost more of my confidence,there's nothing left on me.LOL.

Went to Jusco for a movie.
That's not horrible at all but quite fun at last,just got no point.
You'll use your pet's hand to touch your I-pad after you watched it. XD
Thais look pretty in fact,mostly like Korean.


Went to meet my dear,her mum's off to Egypt by tomorrow.Chill for a week !!
We shared a lot,it's touched.

Went to Tea Milk as usual ,the Oreo is always the best choice for us.
Watched Johnny English,I do love him,cool as his Rolls!! :D
Met my old schoolmates as well,nice greet. Laughs along today! ^^



No lies at the beginning of a destiny,please.
I've no idea to be trust on what I've listened or seen.
I'm just ORDINARY.


















Don't keep on call to me when I'm not really in a great mode,it's late,too.Irritate.==
We've no relation anymore kay.












Single makes happiness.






This is nice.

2011/09/23

23 Sept 11

We settled my dear outfit trouble yesterday. XD
I got the release date of Paranormal Activity 3!! It's on 21th of October!! Maybe yeah! Thanks Bryan!
Ouh yeah can't wait to see that with my friends!! Who else wanna join?Let's go together. :D



My English teacher lost control today,no one knows what happened to her.
She scolded somebody so sudden and she stopped teaching afterward,no one offened her actually.
The point is she asked us to do the essay by ourselves she won't teach anymore.Alright I start to write the first paragraph but she gave the point afterward,I erased my book for few times until it looks dirty.==
The title is LOVE!
Fantastic,hahaha!




My book's full of liquid paper,full of the signs of false.


Had fun today with Ah Yang Ah Lee and Ah Loh.
We drew a big combination of diminshed MY MAP!
There are few garbage characters.XD
We relief hateful well.Haha.

We did this with reasons kay.

Seriously I can't bear it.
I can't get why must they do such shallow things when they get to see another girl beside one of their group.
Like shit you know==
Don't look at me with your eyes full with hates without any REASON.I've tried to close my eyes and thought it like nothing.
If you wanna show off with a very loudly noise behind of me,GO AHEAD. 
Why show off?I got answer for you,because of the lacking of confidence.
It irritates me,we're the one too live in city,show off-ING is just too much,and we got to know the reality.
What you like to do with guys isn't our business,nothing for us if you aren't reach the limited of us.
Phewww~


I'M PRAYING TO MY GOD,NOT TO MEET HER BY TOMORROW!


Ouh yeah,this song is so nice.I heart this.↓

 

2011/09/22

Goes right now.

Lots of my mummy's friends have always tell her I'm nice.Because of I could fix my mind even mood by SLEEPING.I'll always be fine after all.
Is this something good from me? - -
LOL.
Now I'm fine,I just woke up from my sweet dream haha!
I received message from my dear and Li Pin and else.I always enjoying the moment that we chat through SMS but be sure it's ALWAYS with credit~

Jordan has invited me to go Movida on Friday,he's cracked for no reason recently.I'll not be the spoilter and I'll not been there,am suffering of the smell of smoke.Enjoy my dear,you gotta make your ''dream'' really come true. XD

My mummy bought me contact lenses,I don't like those over 15mm one.14mm is the best one.
She always says that I look terrible and old without make up,people would says I'm her sis if I've outing with her.This is not funny at all.==


Expecting for Saturday :) 
I asked my dear to seek something from her wardrobe,she still has no idea. XD 

Final seems not far away from me and the holiday would be short for me.The days seem FULL.
I'll do my best,God will do the rest. Thank you.




I HEART THIS!!
I'm thinking to change my phone after the witch has stolen my phone.==

I wonder the baby Donald's so CUTEEEEEE!! :D


Off to revision.No more relation pls girl.
Stupid folio,it's killing me.
I have no enough time,stay away from facebook,I hate its feature as well.
Something irritates me again.
Willing to have my Chinese oral tomorrow,I haunch that I can't get it well,my speak isn't formal and like dumb.==
I wish to drop it! But my mum will not agree with that. You never know how difficult of it! I wish to leave it blank sometimes.
HEADACHE.
Well,nice weather and nice greet from friends,nice jokes in class too.
I must be careful tomorrow,some of them ready to hide my things.Nut.==


Every sweet thing isn't means really nice.
Seek for something real to me,the reality isn't the factor.


I wanted to know the release date of PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 3 so badly!!!
I prefer comedy and something like this! ↑

2011/09/21

21 Sept 11

不知不觉,10月就快来了。
美好的日子总是过得特别快。16 都已经够痛苦了,相信后来不简单。hmmmm~ :/
我想我的account老师睡了一个月。该交folio的日子我们才开始要飞很快
Bryan说他们学校做完了的时候,我真的是一脸的无奈。~
FINAL和folio同时送上门,我还真的是招架不住,咳。
我快死在书群里了。
为什么我一直失眠?无奈啦。


FACEBOOK 又换pattern了。
我还没来得及习惯就被耍的团团转。zzz~

世界变了,变得不三不四。
所以我真的很想删掉一些人。
我知道拉现在最红的就是比LIKE多不多嘛,然后在街上看到你户口上的哪个人就好像看到动物园跑出来的猩猩一样讨论老半天。
我受不了这些人的大头症,让他们自我感觉走路特别有风的大头症。让我需要当个瞎子看不见,我没有被影响的习惯。
存在我的户口里浪费空间。

Nah~here's the LINK.

世界上最不缺的就是美女,别把自己看得太重。


哦~Johnny English 超爆笑,我们从小到大的偶像。 ^^
他的MR.BEAN 是做给神经病人看的,可是我们怎么也投入了。 :]
这个心理医生认真时是帅的,哈。

周末时,我爱见见朋友,see whether they are fine or not.
They're always the part of my life.

这个星期要找ah Man.

我最爱的茶,什么口味都很nice。哈。

噢。对了。谢谢她的浅笑。
但我不习惯回应虚伪的人性。这种人从来不存在我的生活里。

快要隐居lui lui 家了,自身难保,好一个变态的。》《



ah girl生气了。快快好起来,我在这里。 :D
我想念蔡嘉薇,快看到她了。 :D

一个人的日子还真是好过。
完了。我状态不佳。

2011/09/13

最近很悲哀。我的基因有问题,没一点是好的。
除了读书还是读书,有时觉得我像是死人。
肥的快,就像是海绵。
我真的觉得我烂透了!人都是超级的现实,我知道我的份量轻到像羽毛~哪里都不缺我嘛对不对。
我真想把自己画出来然后如何如何的叙述自己烂到怎样的极点,然后我跟你说我一无所有。无奈。
欺负我啦,我越看自己越讨厌。==
咳。 :[

2011/09/09

Again the feeling of pain is killing me,I can't bear it,it's so painful even when I'm trying to sleep too.So I just can try to take medicine every time to relief it.I'll receive another letter soon.No choice but it's really killing me.
Sorry to Wen I can't been there..

I know it's too far since I was doing such stupid things for so long and until result is sucks,to you.But then there's no way to go back just go ahead,I didn't mean anything...That's the only thing we shall do...
Maybe too much is unfair and it was there because of something isn't true,what to feel senseless but keep the smile,no matter it would be go well or not.
What can I do is just tolerate everything,no anger,again feel to be abandon who's me.Whoever whatsoever.

2011/09/06

To the great awful as what happened around me recently is just senseless.
No matter how I ever caught any sight but that's me who's just passed by. 
I could rather accept what's hurts my ears but true instead of listen what's sweet,keep that if I say that I'll act as a happy deaf so you can talk as what as you wanted.
Once more,I will not grovel to anyone for benefits or something else.
I don't wanna to read anyone's mind some more,it makes me turned upset.
That's why I choose to read when I wish to escape.
Friends and lovers are sarcastic in special case sometimes,GL.

For the pretty girl who's the most troublesome troublemaker,I can't get why God has made you to fuss around like a cracked.I'll never count on what you ever did for me behind when I was really do not know,I got to know when you used the same way to treated others as well as me,it's doesn't matter for me.I'll not focus on you coz you showed more nothing than a bacteria.You could cheated on fool men who without pair of bright eyes but not those brilliants. What a SHALLOW creation in the world? *pish*

Thanks God everyday for giving a better day to me a day to day. <3

2011/08/25

HAPPY HOLIDAY!

因为昨天的SEGAK TEST,今天早上一睡醒的时候全身阵痛!太久没有运动了,还敢承认曾是田径员?!*爆笑*
那天考了BM & BI 的口试,考的时候面对着那么多对的眼睛,难免会紧张不已,加上是GROUP TEST,考不好的话就殃及别人了。我自己害自己,还害别人,写得长了些,上场前还以为我会像卡带一样停滞住了,结果我像是吟诗一样不停的望着窗外在念。没办法,这就叫做自作自受。

我有股要呐喊的冲动!我把那本科学给干掉了!:D
每当完成好的事,满足感总是很棒!*哈哈哈哈!*
很侥幸它没像去年的那一本烂的无可救药,曾经很多人用了异样后无奈的眼神看着它:




TAADAAAAAA~!



噢,那个总在自称自己是批改SPM考卷的老师太忙,要求调职去了。
谢天谢地,他太懒惰了,啧~
加上成天被异常眼神盯着看的感觉不太好。

换来了一个人挺不错的老师,很亲切。
或许她的教学与以往的不同,但朋友们,我们可以自己努力一些,没什么事我们做不到的。
要避免取消补习去呆在学校无所事事,我们自己可以做到,
不要总是抱怨别人的不对,要求别人为我们做些什么,要问你自己可以为自己做些什么,为这一班换来什么好的事情。
加上她现在是有着身孕的人,不管她有什么不足够的地方,就尽可能的去包容就算了,她大可选择不教呆在家里休息,那我们有什么理由去拒绝她还不停地做出投诉还不停的吵闹,她总会有她的好。
要求一件事就好了,敞开心胸的接受她,以后的日子不会难过。




前天下起倾盆大雨~
看着潮水从别班流过来,感觉很莫名奇妙哈 ~~
那个时间我们应该在上课,但大家都在看着潮水什么时候流进来。
水灾了,我不喜欢脱着鞋子走在肮脏的水中。
结果在礼堂呆上了没有意义的一天,好像难民。哈。
想象一下那么冷的天气大家围个圈交流,没距离,感情增进了不少,我感觉到友爱。 :)
我想这属于我们互相学习进步的方式吧? :)
YOU GUYS ARE ALWAYS THE POINT FOR ME TO TREASURE AND LOVE.THANKS GOD
 
*雨后数天 ,蚊子特多* 唉!

假期来临了,可以放松的日子所剩无几啊!
所以在下个星期来临以前我的日子过得是充实的。
过后就甭提了,要呆在我从小就绕到大的店里向我娘学习,她像女超人,超能力无限种类,甭想搞怪。
我懒得写了,待会儿大概会再次梦到假期吧,我太期待快乐的美好。


2011/08/24

24 AUGUST 11

无奈啊无奈。
有时候真的有股要把脑袋给砸了的冲动。
我毫无头绪,为何如此的憎恨国语。
我很排斥通通有关于国语的书籍,更排斥历史也牵扯了回教。说实在的,我不知道那宗教教学读了对我有什么好处?我得硬着头皮的啃书!
如果不是为了SPM,我会固执得连碰也不碰它。
最近就像患了什么奇怪的瘟疫一样,连续把自己栽在书本里头。两年里要考的东西太多。
我不想想太多。

我的负面病最近来探访我,做什么都不怎么顺心。
完全就想把自己收起来,我给不了太多的言语。像自闭症的小孩。
甚至到了小心翼翼的地步,否则就安安静静。有时候真的很想把自己标上宅女的标签,为了避免太多的烦恼,面子书只好少上,反正它的坏处还多过好处,无所谓。啧。
看着镜子,就只是一张憔悴的表情,很欠揍。==
我笑不出,压迫感,无奈。

我爱上了OLIVIA的bassanova风,很舒服的歌声。
我会快乐起来,soon。

什么时候走起懒散风了,还是得要认老了?或是星座趋向?
不是很想出门去,家里还是最舒服的 :]]]]
因为读书所以电话少用了电脑懒得开了,我不应酬不答客套话。


华文试卷很挑战,这一次的华文测验不很理想。
他们越是要你放弃华文,我们就越得要坚持,否则未来甭想华文字出现在国民型学校的教学上了。
虽然星期五大家都开开心心的早放学去,但就再忍着点吧,朋友。

就这样不active的失踪了,精神消耗的生活。*我们的未来不是梦*