My every past and beginning are all here,and CHANGES. Thought every chance to reborn as a new seed,grows from where it drops ❤
2010/12/31
2010/12/25
ASS hole~!
It's just useless to got A in English!!!!
Thought Im gonna study language?!Im not!
Know what I want??!!What I would like to way to is taking ACCOUNTING
Not Science~!!Besides forcing me to get better and better what you know somemore?!
Im not decided to being an engeenier or a doctor so tke sciece what for?crzy lah~
You'll just drop more stress on me that's why I don't even can catch up what you really want!!
There's lot of impossible on me you can't counting on~
Yes~The only one thing I agree with you was about my next education school
Thanks for decided changing it for me
But can you just don't give me such stress like pass?When I was under pressure until crying out did you ever concern that??!
What you know is just arrange lots of tuition and education class for me!
THAT IS ALL!!!!
Kay,as what you want I'll continue to study English language from college AND i'll taking Chinese!Satisfied??!!
Be good,Behave!Just in two years,i'll try my best become your bestiest girl like a silly as pass!Get more stress for myself until I can't get my own enjoyable time!Enough then?Satisfied?!
Damn hate myself!!I'm such a FAILURE girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's just useless to got A in English!!!!
Thought Im gonna study language?!Im not!
Know what I want??!!What I would like to way to is taking ACCOUNTING
Not Science~!!Besides forcing me to get better and better what you know somemore?!
Im not decided to being an engeenier or a doctor so tke sciece what for?crzy lah~
You'll just drop more stress on me that's why I don't even can catch up what you really want!!
There's lot of impossible on me you can't counting on~
Yes~The only one thing I agree with you was about my next education school
Thanks for decided changing it for me
But can you just don't give me such stress like pass?When I was under pressure until crying out did you ever concern that??!
What you know is just arrange lots of tuition and education class for me!
THAT IS ALL!!!!
Kay,as what you want I'll continue to study English language from college AND i'll taking Chinese!Satisfied??!!
Be good,Behave!Just in two years,i'll try my best become your bestiest girl like a silly as pass!Get more stress for myself until I can't get my own enjoyable time!Enough then?Satisfied?!
Damn hate myself!!I'm such a FAILURE girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2010/12/22
2010/12/17
2010/12/16
2010/12/15
2010/11/16
难得今天没喝咖啡能‘很顺利’的直接睡到早上的,哪里知道Rick跟贤又打来,我就醒了~==还是真的有点头痛
一醒又不可以睡了~可是明明就很累嗄~咳==
你说睡不着的话要跟你说,但还是不要比较好,虽然是真的很想你~
不是故意要对电脑说话啦~而是不想你再烦什么了,担心
难得的说你可以睡下去不会没那么辛苦就好了~超担心你的~
你知道我最怕你不开心的,所以答应我别一直烦嗄~你不开心我会想更多~
反而是我自己没用,明明你很辛苦但是我就真的做不了什么
我明白了无能为力的感觉,心里很挣扎
给你一些禁忌~
不开心没说的话,或者再乱想的话,我肯定不会理你~(可能做到吧~xD)
虽然你说了不要再去想她问的,但是我真的不知不觉想了很多天,我真的不是介意什么,但是我就是不知道我为什么去想那么多~==我也很想知道自己在想什么
我是说真的啦~我没像以前那么无理取闹,在不停的收敛当中了,不会让自己那么崩溃,虽然是真的要时间慢慢来~但我尝试~因为我也不想让你烦什么
甚至直接的说,可以吸取了过去的事而成长,却也慢慢的开始忘记过去发生过什么~我不需要去看回去,那不重要
一醒又不可以睡了~可是明明就很累嗄~咳==
你说睡不着的话要跟你说,但还是不要比较好,虽然是真的很想你~
不是故意要对电脑说话啦~而是不想你再烦什么了,担心
难得的说你可以睡下去不会没那么辛苦就好了~超担心你的~
你知道我最怕你不开心的,所以答应我别一直烦嗄~你不开心我会想更多~
反而是我自己没用,明明你很辛苦但是我就真的做不了什么
我明白了无能为力的感觉,心里很挣扎
给你一些禁忌~
不开心没说的话,或者再乱想的话,我肯定不会理你~(可能做到吧~xD)
虽然你说了不要再去想她问的,但是我真的不知不觉想了很多天,我真的不是介意什么,但是我就是不知道我为什么去想那么多~==我也很想知道自己在想什么
我是说真的啦~我没像以前那么无理取闹,在不停的收敛当中了,不会让自己那么崩溃,虽然是真的要时间慢慢来~但我尝试~因为我也不想让你烦什么
因为你我有能力把过去当空白
甚至直接的说,可以吸取了过去的事而成长,却也慢慢的开始忘记过去发生过什么~我不需要去看回去,那不重要
我真的看起来那么串麽?又不是没笑啦,这样讲真的有点无奈的说~==
hurt到~==
算了
quit掉societyCamp也是不要去~付出太多也被白白气到~
一想到开会和报告这些东西就头痛~一开会就听语言创伤~
每个讲话带刺到,真的忍受不了~鬼打鬼那样~显啦==~
而且几乎4天不用睡~其实是没什么~给我来说是蛮享受工作兼娱乐的感觉~一join一个activity就认识不同的人有不同的领悟~那个过程很短但是我可以玩的超疯的~xD
只是玩了以后在半夜很累又开会的时候要听吵架真的火会来嗄~T T
而且40个人办一个Camp,join的人又过百那种~就是有一种压力~虽然会开了又开可是一忙起来真的会忘很多~压力让人成长也同时让人崩溃~==
避免我的火又来的话还是quit比较好 ^^
我更甘愿到处走枯在书店一天甚至回去上我的art也不想去 xD
最近的生活习惯真的超不健康~
咖啡嗄咖啡~ 很难停掉嗄~
除了失眠还是失眠~
妈咪真的忙到没时间理我那么多了~==
甚至醒来懒惰的时候胃抽着的感觉都是这样==
除了Maggie就没别的~
但好过没有~xD
joyce and jean,stop scolding each other any vulgar words somemore~
i can't stand it anymore,eventhough i noe u r just too care it but nobody wonder that,just be fair 2 us,it wasn't such a big matter as u imagine.
just fix it,it doesnt a matter if u do.u cnt blame any1
we care it too as u,dun srcew it up and stay 2 be peace :)
n that person who is malaysian but not admit she's a malaysian pls just stop mess it !get lost n bitch u==
enough then!i cnt stand u anymore
n that person who is malaysian but not admit she's a malaysian pls just stop mess it !get lost n bitch u==
enough then!i cnt stand u anymore
2010/11/15
2010/10/19
16october10 I met with many friends,such a memoriable day with u guys ;)
Tired yah~feeling lazy 2 blogging but i must do so coz that day was relly such a memoriable day for me!
i reli happy v that coz cn enjoy a day v u guys!^.^
Went thr in noon .Jean them r playing bowling then i was waiting for them
after that we went 2 korean BBQ
nice foods n we took mny pictures!
we went mny place n u guys r damn friendly!=3=
anyway,thanks for acc me n gv those damn sweet memories for me!
love u guys yah!
i reli happy v that coz cn enjoy a day v u guys!^.^
Went thr in noon .Jean them r playing bowling then i was waiting for them
after that we went 2 korean BBQ
nice foods n we took mny pictures!
we went mny place n u guys r damn friendly!=3=
anyway,thanks for acc me n gv those damn sweet memories for me!
love u guys yah!
2010/10/16
15 OcT 10 . . 也是很满的一天! =D
昨天睡迟了啦!睡到整10点才醒来~
醒来就开电脑,本来来要去贤家教他读书,哪里知道她突然说忙~
就没去了嗄~以为可以多睡一下呐~怎么知道他又打来问我说有没去MP嗄?
我就说有嗄~等下要去那我的电话~她就叫我meet哪里了~
Rick说他也有跟姐姐去~不要跟贤说他有去,要给她惊喜^^
那好咯~我迟到了10分钟~
陪贤拿电话,然后去店拿单拿没有就先去KFC~
哈哈xD今天有教到比较多东西了~
今天听懂了很多~去买水的时候真的是气的嗄~
人家order了还可以一直在那里说话~当人没到一样~
超拽的呐~><
算了咯~
要去那我的电话噜~贤问要不要叫Rick过来?我就说看你咯~
拿了电话就教他来了咯~
果然他一到贤不专心子嗄~哈哈^^
5点多走人~去找digi店弄i-phone~
走了很多间嗄~脚是酸到~
早知道直接叫Justin弄就好==
瑶就打来跟我说等下可以载她吗?
就马上问yam可不可以载?他说可以就可以咯~
ok~晚上的时候一直从dp和mp哪里跑来跑去~脚是酸到要命~因为忘了拿贤的bag~
过后Yam说看童眼~贤说晚上了不敢看~就算了呗~
我们看Sammy's adventure. . .
那只龟厚~是很cute啦~
不过!一点都不好看!因为从头到尾不知道它在做什么?@@
延剪了新发型呐~不错看~脸没有那么园了~哈哈
然后看完戏后就去狗~
我问贤,你要satio还是狗?
她说要狗~
圣诞节还是生日礼物??
C:圣诞节啦~比较快到~赫赫~
= =. . . .
走来走去就陪贤等车~她走后延就载我去载ah yam然后载瑶~
我们到的时候瑶还没到她老婆家~
我们就停着公寓外嗄~
结果·她爸爸经过的时候我们不知道是他的车~就看着咯~
哪里知道她爸爸竟然开始怀疑他要出去了~
慌嗄><
延就饶了一圈回来~避免怀疑~
等了个15分钟这样~就在她去jetty了~
下了车,jacket又忘了拿~
拿回去给她咯~结果阳就问我不知道什么,我就说要去喝茶了~
我们就下了3宝井去喝茶~杨就打来问我在哪里~我就说咯~就盖他电话了~
喝茶的时候又聊了一大堆的废话 =D
还玩bodohshooting!!!!><
中tag了几张很衰样的照片!世超毁形象的!no more confidence lah TT
喝道整十二点这样回家~~眼睛很干很干~红到要命~怕了~咳
也是不错开心的一天~虽然有一点怪怪啦那个行程~=P
醒来就开电脑,本来来要去贤家教他读书,哪里知道她突然说忙~
就没去了嗄~以为可以多睡一下呐~怎么知道他又打来问我说有没去MP嗄?
我就说有嗄~等下要去那我的电话~她就叫我meet哪里了~
Rick说他也有跟姐姐去~不要跟贤说他有去,要给她惊喜^^
那好咯~我迟到了10分钟~
陪贤拿电话,然后去店拿单拿没有就先去KFC~
哈哈xD今天有教到比较多东西了~
今天听懂了很多~去买水的时候真的是气的嗄~
人家order了还可以一直在那里说话~当人没到一样~
超拽的呐~><
算了咯~
要去那我的电话噜~贤问要不要叫Rick过来?我就说看你咯~
拿了电话就教他来了咯~
果然他一到贤不专心子嗄~哈哈^^
5点多走人~去找digi店弄i-phone~
走了很多间嗄~脚是酸到~
早知道直接叫Justin弄就好==
瑶就打来跟我说等下可以载她吗?
就马上问yam可不可以载?他说可以就可以咯~
ok~晚上的时候一直从dp和mp哪里跑来跑去~脚是酸到要命~因为忘了拿贤的bag~
过后Yam说看童眼~贤说晚上了不敢看~就算了呗~
我们看Sammy's adventure. . .
那只龟厚~是很cute啦~
不过!一点都不好看!因为从头到尾不知道它在做什么?@@
延剪了新发型呐~不错看~脸没有那么园了~哈哈
然后看完戏后就去狗~
我问贤,你要satio还是狗?
她说要狗~
圣诞节还是生日礼物??
C:圣诞节啦~比较快到~赫赫~
= =. . . .
走来走去就陪贤等车~她走后延就载我去载ah yam然后载瑶~
我们到的时候瑶还没到她老婆家~
我们就停着公寓外嗄~
结果·她爸爸经过的时候我们不知道是他的车~就看着咯~
哪里知道她爸爸竟然开始怀疑他要出去了~
慌嗄><
延就饶了一圈回来~避免怀疑~
等了个15分钟这样~就在她去jetty了~
下了车,jacket又忘了拿~
拿回去给她咯~结果阳就问我不知道什么,我就说要去喝茶了~
我们就下了3宝井去喝茶~杨就打来问我在哪里~我就说咯~就盖他电话了~
喝茶的时候又聊了一大堆的废话 =D
还玩bodohshooting!!!!><
中tag了几张很衰样的照片!世超毁形象的!no more confidence lah TT
喝道整十二点这样回家~~眼睛很干很干~红到要命~怕了~咳
也是不错开心的一天~虽然有一点怪怪啦那个行程~=P
2010/10/11
2010/10/10
Mariah Carey - Angels Cry ft. Ne-Yo
Kinda sweet soft romantic song!
Love it so much!
Fine 2 listen while i cnt fall asleep~
Goodnight 2 me n all buddies,sleep tightly and i just wanna obey 2 the god 2 live
Obey coz i believe everyone deserve a better life ♥
2010/09/30
JJ Lin (林俊杰) 一个又一个
最近听到了这首歌,听起来是超舒服的!
歌词蛮符合我近来的心情的~
我领悟到了真的要爱对一个人,绝对不可以因为暂时的寂寞而随便的去爱一个人
跟着心里的感觉走~并不是有缺点就不能爱~重要的是感觉
如果有了那一份感觉,就不会介意那一份缺点~
我在排队等恋人~等到对的人♥
Just Yee's BlissLife♥
2010/09/26
2010/09/07
2010/09/04
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