I thought about I am a girl.We are.

A sudden think about I AM A GIRL,just like others.
And I just remember that so long I never know what's LOVE.
Sickening?Yep,I think so.
Ever an experienced,no matter a sweet moment or hardness,but now I just feel nothing,just flying like a bird.
I have no idea about since when I started to abandon the life that always to someone,lost my own privacy and even lost the dignity to live with full of unsatisfactory.
Nothing different as a vehicle,just control by the others.
Can anyone imagine I was a dumb ever?No one.
If you are open mined that always let things easy come and go,a past would be just a growth for you.If not,it would be a radiculous for you.Just always feel so suck on one,but not praise.
Thanks and sorry to something I did to one who related,I paid back just because any hurt on my family and friends that  I love,every of their did isn't part of my life and it shouldn't be.Go away.
As what I want,a life belong to myself,privacy.What for wanted me to bargain my life before make me trust to a man?It's difficult to trust on the matter of LOVE,again.
It's just useless for looking down on self when someone lost his/her confidences on,or try to escape,why don't try to be responsible and work harder?Just a same look of guy,feed back the same words and just like a courage.Hence you don't know how to take care of yourself,what for take care for other,and in straight way,RELATED.
Believe in who you love if you do really love with a true heart which ready to responsible on his/her life,involve at first,if not just don't simply start that and live like bloody everyday,just full of tears and miserable,it's just fucking sick.
Young is everything for me.
I appreciate everything eventhough some is only a very little matter.
No one can replace what my parents had given me since I was born,the greatest love.
And I think about the only one who loves me the most,always,when Relene told me about her grandpa.
I believe that she loves her grandpa more than anything,too.
That's why,too much is always in my life,being with me,what for get more annoying things to disappointed those who love me more than anything?
When I was in lower from,I never listen to what my parents had told me.
They always ask to don't fall in love,please don't.But I never obey,all can but only me is shouldn't.
My temper is totally different.And they love me too much,maybe they don't think that I can detect the different pain which are abuse people in love suddenly.
Now I understand,at least it's early,what can I do is just love myself more than anything,include my friends my family but except man.
Don't let any guy to drop you down,YOUNGEST IS THE PRECIOUS THING FOR EVERY GIRL.

It's about my April story! =]

我的情绪又再次失控了
是超不舒服的咯
咳，悲哀！==
我是有够懒惰，走到哪里可以睡到哪里，加上有够贪吃，不要让我看到我的favourite，我会极度疯狂！
由于李小姐的complaint,就如她所愿拼写一下我的华文，哈

讲到华语！
上个星期就这样摆了一个乌龙
其实是有上华文的咯！
由于我的学校太多香蕉老师，所以华文老师遭短缺，本来每一个快乐的星期5，在我上了中四过后迅速演变成一场恶梦
我娘是挺毒舌的，一句接一句来对着我开枪-连外国人的华文都比你好，华人不拿华文，丢脸。
囧！
呆在闷热的课室上华文，真是痛苦啊啊啊。
一提6分的考题，考到我冒汗- -
那个古文像在玩我，看到神经线几乎打了结
李小姐还问我，你要拿中国文学吗？？？？
我冷笑下，无言以对。呵。

我不知道怎么了，皮痒跑去报考这一项比赛
结果这就是后果！
怎样去背好？？还剩下一个月的时间，加上年中考，时间是挺紧迫
真是紧张，叫我看图片就好，看字背的话就免了，哈
还有那个SEJARAH，我极度讨厌
看见她我会tension，念堆马来经，我都不懂她再念啥？感觉好像马来人，悲哀==
没办法，谁叫我们是MALAYSIAN?

渐看考试离我不远，我还是坐不稳定来跟我的书通宵
还是睡到能多甜有多甜，哈，幸福
怎知前几天学校就开放了个展览于高中生，听他介绍的时候我整个人有tension
到了现在我大概都了解，至于我还没有想碰SJ的冲动，悲哀==

我还是很爱这间店的cake

划算，是好吃的，虽然会肥，但我怎么感觉很幸福，哈

如果我不说，你们肯定认为这个是水果
颜色很美，不错好看是不是
MS RELENE 是爱到~~~~~
我很anti它==
还我要用吞的，她们还迟到津津有味@@
这个就是小的tomato
cute对吗哈
但是它的味道还是让我有点迟疑呃，简单的一句就是有一点腥味
还是没被它的魅力吸引，或许它不是我的菜？XD

如果可以一个礼拜喝一两次。。。哈！希望呗。
没办法，学生压力大啊！
像以往一样，月头跑去shop
WHILE WAITING FOR MY GIRL,I ENJOY THIS
Shop了一堆，一整天，然后很幸运的让我们找到了一个好看到没话说的bag
真是对它一见钟情啊！
由于我娘说我败家，所以暂且拖延呗
由于限量，也因太担心断货的pasal,所以每一次到达那里的时候都又看看，呵。Again tension.......

又来吃咯
看过我食量的人，这不惊奇哈
我的favourite摆在前面的话，我会不受控制像饿很久一样狂吃
很大分队不？
半小时人在马坡后，我又来吃
吃不会停，就对了
真是会吃穷~囧

第二天就去JETY VILLAGE看表哥的ENGAGEMENT
他未婚妻的slang是好听的
很special，第一次参加Indian的engagement
他们是参华人种的indian，很热情！超friendly的·
虽然那里是蛮热地说，但是超开心！
我在找sari！！
到了wedding day的时候需要！
没关系，有人sponsor哈~
我表姐说，if you all decide to wear sari to the wedding,I will sponsor 50% price of all the sari!XD
我有问题
我不停的吃，要穿sari，笑到人家流眼泪啊囧！

每次跟妈咪出就要很早很早
我是累的，人家没上课睡到迟迟，我七早八早就被叫起来
同人不同命啊
又来shopping
看戏
等着的当儿，MR 康民站中间挡路，又吃拖了时间
噢，他变了个魔术
重点是我很爱那一塔牌，赞！
同一部鬼也笑我前前后后共看了3次

哈
亏我看了3次还能狂笑，佩服惨了XD
我表姐在cinema counter做工，还以为会看亲戚份上让我顺利的通过，结果冒一个senior出来不让我买
当天假期，他们老板不知道来什么kik，说要检查IC
这次注定完蛋了，虽然样子骗得了人家，但我的IC会出卖我
赚到了，很多人的票被废了==
结果我的luck降临
朋友的票给我
他们问要不要搏一搏？
结果很顺利的闯关哈！
过后又去NADEJE，我最爱的
Relene吃那个chrispy ham,然后去新开的那个ICE HERITAGE转ice cream
因为没亲自自制ice cream的经验，所以尝尝看
结果转出一堆我不爱的口味，啊！
你pig你banana你icecream！T^T
但不错啦！

晃晃一下再去JONKER ELEVEN
刚好那天是MALACCA HERITAGE,去了IRISH PUB看uncle aunty们跳舞，比我们还健康，是几可爱一下XD
去了很多地方，好久没那么玩过了

又来个case
LI PIN'S birthday!!
Stay pretty babe!
庆祝她的生日跟Max
本来决定去看JJ的表演，但后来因为种种因素所以取消
她在我就也是会变肥婆，因为她吃很少，you guys also can guess what happen by next lah
她的习惯拉我的bag，不知道的人当然会看到怪怪的哈
Max says,你们两个好像homosexual!==
但镘绿不在就闷点了
Again Jonker afterward,流点汗瘦点==

Promise willing miss my babes everyday no matter who we meet everyday or long time once!Always love you all! ❤

 

夜间突如其来的一阵兴奋！

我不是很喜欢emo的感觉，但就给我一个发泄篇！一篇就好 ！-v-
在我中学生涯，我是极度的爱星期5，到了这天我就是会兴奋到睡不下！
好一个美好的星期六本来，但是因为某事干扰，我是有几没有mood就是down到有点愤怒
哈。小孩还是不要太天真，妈妈说跟书当好朋友是件幸福的事 
是不错聪明，书本就是有种迷魂计，你会盯着它不放，被人捏到青青肿肿都没有知觉
就是有一种兴奋causes我到了现在这个时间还不会睡觉
好像倒数，过了十二点就要放烟花庆祝
我也不知道在等什么,在跟我桌上的书在通话中，狂念，是不错大声
不知道是我声音的pasal还是她听觉的pasal，我无辜的挨骂N次..............
抱歉我是真的痛死人，所以没办法
我有自知之名LC
所以算了吧，唉
我的游戏能力到达友情维持度那么高，那是最高LEVEL
所以我依然毫无头绪，呵。
再说那一次的经验，把我搞得像霉女那么糟
Once more,I will answer you NO THANKS!

啊哪个谁，可不可以把我身上一部分的GENE移走，我还真的是有点厌倦突如其来的EMO!
我还是爱你们多一点，最后爱我的书本那一点点，我爱我的生活有你们多一点点。
要几快乐有几快乐，要几疯狂有多疯狂
突然觉得空气很清新，没有三不五时的heartattack
这样就是不错够了。

星期六快乐，愿我们生活快乐 -V-

The trip to Taiwan had cancel.
Again the mood,I hate this.Something always mislead people like a kid and naive!
Again someone mention that,heyy please lah I really fed up with that,again everytime a sudden embarrasing again because of this matter!WTF?
Sis I really miss you so long that you are keep busy with your work.I understood that.Furthermore you are always so strong for me,I need your cheer by the time then.......haiz

Busy life releases my pain,for now and always...

It's a headache toothache whole body-ache day then................................
Please release me from all that...Before I go to the bed and when the first second I wake up everyday,I can't stop thinking that how I passed those days and I really freaking suffer.It's painful...Why was it happened and why it was started and brought the pain for me...Trying to be cheerful when it comes over in any seconds of everyday,Really freaking pain...When can all that remove from my life and how's about the pass,who can let it pass completely and stop to mention about so that there's no more shadow here...
I really feel so bad...So sorry...I lost control of my own...I wish I could really escape from all that,it's about responsible,when it's out of all responsible,no one knows how did I come over that,it was the most terrible part of days in my life...What the heck did I do?What did I ever speak?Totally out of my thought,I really such like a dumb that time,now I regret for did that,and even brings a lot until now...Don't make it as the history,what if everyone already forgot it was a reality for me,even what had I certify the most important thing,I just wish to release from that...It ties me tightly...I just wanna live better with my friends and with the guillable thought with...
Choose to being the real you with friends and family,as yourself,sure you want them to being real with,so just being naive together,with them that you love,cheer together...What I had choose,being independent in front of others that out of you life.What for?For nothing,nothing to explain too.There is nothing to explain to my family and all buddies,coz with you all knowing,so that is not in need,it was as used to be,used to know,used to everything...
It's nothing,don't be selfish for just wanna others to keep on follow what's the matter had happens in my life,keep it,cheer my friend up,be stronger,that is what I should be,now,after many things had passed.
Avoid from those love matter,state the relationship as the friend,hurt is not in need to slow us down by the time.And it is still enough then for us...Busy will not make the hurt deep instead improve us as fast as our ability allow...