Again the feeling of pain is killing me,I can't bear it,it's so painful even when I'm trying to sleep too.So I just can try to take medicine every time to relief it.I'll receive another letter soon.No choice but it's really killing me.
Sorry to Wen I can't been there..

I know it's too far since I was doing such stupid things for so long and until result is sucks,to you.But then there's no way to go back just go ahead,I didn't mean anything...That's the only thing we shall do...
Maybe too much is unfair and it was there because of something isn't true,what to feel senseless but keep the smile,no matter it would be go well or not.
What can I do is just tolerate everything,no anger,again feel to be abandon who's me.Whoever whatsoever.