31 Oct 11

Well,have a nice talk with Joyce and Chia Wei on last Saturday night,I was in Old Town,that's a raining night.
No any costume and party during Halloween night coz I'm still having exam.
SIGH! They wasted for a month for examination,how can they be so lazy?==
Anyway,I shall keep fighting until the end.

I've keep thinking of what I love to do since I've recovered from the wound.
It's been a year and the thing is I can't comfirm what I really wish to do.
Such a big plan from choosing a course to a school,I wish I would like it and what I study is useful in my career.
So I bought many books about my favorite courses to study while revise like a dog for my SPM.
This might be so stupid coz making myself suffering but then it's an entertainment for me since that is what I interested in.
Fighting is meaningful although it doesn't make sense on study what I dislike zzZ...


I swear,I must go back to Rembia after exam!!!
Gonna have a Prom night in December with my babe! ^.^

Something irritates me last 2 weeks but when the days leave from my upset with my babes accompany and caring along,there's my sunny day again.Muahaha! :D
I have no secret and I tell what happened on me.

Yes,it is a deepest secret in my heart.I felt better from let it go or buried in the deepest again.
It's a long distance memory which pretty with scars,well it couldn't last forever,great.

If you try hard to get it but it doesn't gives any response just accept it fatally.
God will always do the rest on every good of us,he arranges every single thing with his reason behind,so I obey when it really gets hard.
If something leaves you just let it.
If it comes back it means yours.
If it doesn't,it never was and never meant to be.
There's sure one you like but it's not perfect as how you wish in your mind,sad thing is you still love it although you realised  it.
You'll lost more as you're holding something which is not belong to you tightly.It's just like killing yourself to end your life.Even worse than that.
If you dare to falling for someone,then you must be dare to let yourself get out from the relation when everything is over.
Remember of pride of being a girl,no matter how many times you've fell down because of somebody hurt you,certainly you must be tough but you must keep your kindness to everyone including the one who hurts you and the others that speaking bad of you.
Jealousy will turns one looks terrible but kindness makes one looks well every moment.


Ah girl said she love herself more after been wound.
I said I love money more after someone kicked me to the hell. :>

I earn it by myself and I work hard for future,no cares about how hard is it and no worries in future as well.



:)

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26 Oct 11

Must not involve in each others' life anymore.
We're totally changed a lot as what I told h**.
We don't ever become a friend so please,never distract,too. 
I'm sorry that I never wish you well every year,it's too enough ended up with a wish on wall,I can't do much coz I can't get over too much when I was clear.
Dear God,please don't mess up my life again. 
This is too great now. ;)

Girl,go and get him if you love him.
Useless to mad on me,I couldn't do anything in fact.
God arranges the destiny,obey him.
I wish you both sincerely if you get it come true. :)


I love when the sunlight shines on me to wake me up,thanks I was alive with smiles.
I read my beloved book,it cheers me to expect life would gives me surprises,darlings know that and love that as well,exactly a good recommended. ;)


I killed Economic and Perdagangan,it's time for movie and swim with my darlings.
I love the feeling of enjoy movie still,Paranormal3,Love U U,What's your number? and so on.
Gosh I must catch up!
Paranormal with ah girl  Ca and Koh on Thurs.I wish my girl is fine. haiz.
Gonna meet up with my babes after exam,seriously can't wait.

Went to my aunt's Deepavali open house just now.
Gonna attend my cousin's wedding soon,with sari must be something fresh for me.Awaiting...


My dear appeared,gonna share a lot.


I may be a good friend but not a good lover,I never trained so to be.
Men I walked with aren't what people think of,I'm just try to be a friend that's all.
The main purpose of living still is not to care about those who hate you but those who loves you.

Thanks God everyday and I expect sunshine,I believe in what I expected. :)

22+23 Oct ❤ The Best Day Ever. ;)

终于让我休息一个星期，一直这样考下去真的会窒息，一个月了。
庆祝AH GIRL 的生日一整天，然后疯了一天。
这说的上是一种快乐，这些日子我撑得好久，累死了，老天爱我，还死不了。
然后她就笑了一整天啦~忙死了~
在里面跑来跑去我都找的累死人~哈哈!
生日快乐啦~我们都很爱你~你要好好的生活，好好考试，然后好好的当你的STEWARDESS,然后幸福很久很久。只要你快乐，我就会很快乐了。 :) <3

He asked me don't lean,but he did.Gosh!

我又犯了错迟回家，但是是很值得的。都很快乐。放肆一次，解脱了，结果心里舒服多了。
Your secret is safe with me. ;)

14 Oct 11

Finally it's Friday and I done English papers!My God loves me. :D
I can rest well for today.Am going to library tomorrow.
No outing mood.Reading poison.


Halo kids,I know you guys have released from PMR,but there's no need to shout like nut to spoke such things.Exactly come from villages.There will be your turn soon.
No manners.
Play the boom some more,you suffering from mental retardation?


Now I have half of the day to read my books before the coming of tomorrow.


I love a person who can loves himself than me but not admire himself,this is much worth and priceless.
Just an express ,no worries.==
I shall keep myself unavailable until I do well in SPM. Tehee! :D

Ouch!!I love him!!

14 Oct 11

每次考试一到就给我来出状况，很要我的命。 浪费了我六个小时半的时间昏睡。==
当投入与书本里的时候，还真的吸收很快。咖啡还真的是很深奥的滋味，无法形容。哈哈。
当下总是很辛苦，不过很铭心刻苦。
我会啃书啃到很心甘情愿，然后安心的睡我的觉。
希望看到那呈现在我的试卷上的数字时我会没有形象。
这种感觉很赞。

明天考英文。要冷静。
难得又是一个星期四，我会很兴奋。通常这一天的睡眠时间很不标准。
现在听曹格的歌，看一本迟来的书，极品。 :D

不管有些事有些话有多不堪，我需要给自己信心。
我不是没有问题的人，因为我是凡人，所以连我自己都在解读自己，问题只是在于我把自己牵涉，我从不想麻烦别人。
当家人对自己的信任不稳的时候，说的话有一点的伤害到自尊的时候，可以做的只是继续守住自己的原则，我不会兑现别人的不信任。
我不再当错中乱，乱中错的人。

不久以前我觉得爸妈看不到我好的事情，那种感觉糟透了。
但是现在只有当我觉得好的条件也附属在我身上的时候那才是最好的解释。


我想泡电影。


我是很自私的人，纠缠的发生对我来说还太早。

11 Oct 11

Final in coming in another 24 hours.
I absent today to study at home.I can't sleep anymore.
Went to Movida on Wednesday with ah girl and Koh Yue Sun,three peoples also can buang like nuts haha!And then went for movie with Chia Wei on Saturday.Studied with Joyce,Aaron and Bryan at Jusco,it's fun to get a special friend,so nice,Joyce and I keep laughing in Coffee Bean! XD
I love them always,never lost them. <3

I didn't sleep at all last night for my study,too stress.
C'on I need confidence to fight for tomorrow!
Coffee can always wake me up!
 
Alright I blocked you.You got to know the reasons.
You're a kinder garden teacher but what you did is just all wolf being.
You involved in twice of my relationship before and messed up everything.
I bear it all at last because of your innocent acting.WTF==
You may think of I'm care about them so I get mad but please this is just another thing and unfortunately I knew what you did.

You look pure and innocent but I know about myself as well,I'll never wound anyone although I wounded.Take both of them then,who cares?

I really get mad that's why!

2 October 11

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR BEST BRO DARYL LWEE !!
Wish you're glad with everything of yesterday!!
We're so crazy last night!We walked under a very hot weather like sizzling fishes and then took bus to Jusco,
An accident happened when we going to get down from the bus,good heaven don't ever try to stand on the stages coz the doors could hurt people.
The K box seemed like a club with the attendance of us,PARTY ROCK!!
When I got call from ah girl I was scared man,she said she's in Johor!But finally she came with ikan and Xiao Jun,she'll always makes thing comes true,LOVESS!!
I love them them so muchhhhhhh!

My life turned to normal mode right now,there's a long time I never been wake up so early in the morning without a clock.
I realised how's the feeling of release from the hell since I don't even touch my book today,I'm so nervous with my final but then it's settled.yeahhhhhhh!! ==
Met with Ah Man and Li Pin and then I saw my beloved cousin and Iris jie jie was having sushi in 一番屋...I wanted to go to Breek's cafe so badly!!I don't mind to become fatty actually!
And then went for a movie.The Socerer and the White Snake.You guys must see that!The effect is damn nice! Especially the actress,she's so pretty and I envy her black iris!
I'd promise Jordan to watch it second round just now.
I comfirm he won't laughs like insane inside and being like a monkey anymore since he attracted by this movie.
Do you used to heard somebody can laugh loudly when he's watching Insidious? He must be the first one lah! Insane uncle!不像样!I'll throw my shoes towards his face if he laugh some more!hahaha!
I can shower in the cinema for a day,as long as I can enjoy it very well,I'll do it one day with my dear.She loves that too :D
Exhausted man!!My blood circulation isn't good lol!
I felt so shy today man!My heartbeat keeps increasing as long as I sit on the table,my nervous betrayed me,it stuck my mouth when I'm going to answer something,aiyer I hate myself ><
Stay me away lah my shy ><
I met a lots of my friends,those greets has made a good day.


Went for dinner and then they went to Paya Mengkuang,I'd rather stay at home alone instead of go there,those children always make me desperate!==


Something would be the best without keep changing anymore,my heart measures it.
Thanks God everyday. <3