Welcome HOLIDAYS everyone! ❤

Gosh...I can't believe the examination was FINISHED!
How exhausted of keep fighting for it,it's been a month.
Sien Ting said he feels like wanna KISS somebody! LOL! :D 

I expected this since last night,I spent a night to write my note named REALISED.
This is something good I wish to share,it's a self-help way which introduce by Carnegie.
Sounds GOOD right? :D
Spend a day from a week to think back and point out things that you think you'd done it wrongly with a strong feeling of regret.Change the things that you pointed out,you'll fix yourself well at your target.
Trust me you'll get younger with this. XD
It reduces your worries in fact. :)

Discuss ambitions with ah Yang everyday,but don't know what to do still.==
Maybe you love this but it won't bargains anything back.SICK.==
Passion on job and passion on money is two different things which categories as replacement for each other,I must prefer one of it with the condition of give up another one.
Someone MOTIVATES me please? 

Seriously,we must appreciate what we have right now.
Especially the matter of friendship.
Once you step into 16st life,you'll realised everything is just flies so fast.
Nobody forces you to be a good boy/girl,teaches you step by step with his patient even care you so much like a lower form pupil.
Homework is getting more and more until you really feel exhausted to keep on catch it up everyday,you never realised you've reduced your sleeping time with your working hard.
Of course,these ain't a trouble but it's just a remind for you that the graduation is not far away from your life,please appreciate EVERYTHING in your life.
For sure you'll feel the stress,it leads to desperate,that is a hard time,you can't come with it alone and you will not,with friends along. :)

I got it.
Be in this class may be senseless for others but it's a meaningful part in my life.
I feel the friendship in stress.
Impression is just nothing when we feel the pain of laughing hard.
You know,it's the best pain in life. ;) ❤
Once we dream of future,we got that it's not far away from now.
When the time we reach our dream is coming,
The feeling of say goodbye is seriously too hard anyway.
Promise to greet and give a hug if we got to see anyone of us in future,is it okay? :)
I treasure EVERYTHING happens with us. :>


Lunch with Francis kid as I promised,he's a quite kind guy.
Had Nadeje afterward.
Thanks Casendra to accompany me interview at HI-STYLE,otherwise I shall not get the job. :D
I saw Ihsan as well when I'm waiting for mum.hee!


I enjoyed the day with Angela and Andrew,laughs a lot and we watched SLEEPWALKER.
Damn it,the sound effect really scary.==
Not very nice as I expected,available in 3D with nothing appears.
Seriously a nice day for me. I got the best pain in my stomach. :D
Sometimes I really glad that I have a friend who has the same interested with me,it's hard to get one.No matter what's his/her gender,I just be the way I'm.
So I realised I just being like a boy more than a girl sometimes,I lost control lost impression when something or someone makes me laugh non-stop.
Flirting is something hard for me,boys are fear to girls be through a boy being way.
Thanks my sista Andrew recommended books for me and helped to carry my mum's things to the car.


I got a new book named ''Foundation of Motivation''. 


Tomorrow I gotta have movie with my dear. ^^
We're free now after the Final.
Expecting a nice day. ^^


Please don't judge me as how you think if you don't even know me,if you are,then you must used to be busybody like aunties in the morning market.
I accept everyone although he/she doesn't means as I.
You can mad on somebody with something wrong he made but you can't hate somebody without any reason.


I'm responsible on how I treat you like a friend but not responsible on how you love me or hate me.
What I wanted is always a friend than a lover,I just wanna concentrate on my study.
You tolerate all when you like me but you blame on me when I can only like you as a friend.
I can accept everything but if you make me feel senseless,that's mean you really be like that.
You're not deserve to insult me as you're being the wrong way and look at yourself at the mirror before you deserve to comment on me.
I hate boastful man anyway.


Sorry that I'm just selfish and I know it.
I respect you but I love myself.
The thing I know is just to be a good friend and daughter. :)



I'm glad to started my life with show my ability to live well.
I got a job and I'm going to be an independent girl. ^^
Once I got to interview I was so scare,but then I succeed and everything seems well with a good starting.Teehee. 
Happy Holiday all dears,may God bless you and enjoy your holidays. ^^ ❤

31 Oct 11

Well,have a nice talk with Joyce and Chia Wei on last Saturday night,I was in Old Town,that's a raining night.
No any costume and party during Halloween night coz I'm still having exam.
SIGH! They wasted for a month for examination,how can they be so lazy?==
Anyway,I shall keep fighting until the end.

I've keep thinking of what I love to do since I've recovered from the wound.
It's been a year and the thing is I can't comfirm what I really wish to do.
Such a big plan from choosing a course to a school,I wish I would like it and what I study is useful in my career.
So I bought many books about my favorite courses to study while revise like a dog for my SPM.
This might be so stupid coz making myself suffering but then it's an entertainment for me since that is what I interested in.
Fighting is meaningful although it doesn't make sense on study what I dislike zzZ...


I swear,I must go back to Rembia after exam!!!
Gonna have a Prom night in December with my babe! ^.^

Something irritates me last 2 weeks but when the days leave from my upset with my babes accompany and caring along,there's my sunny day again.Muahaha! :D
I have no secret and I tell what happened on me.

Yes,it is a deepest secret in my heart.I felt better from let it go or buried in the deepest again.
It's a long distance memory which pretty with scars,well it couldn't last forever,great.

If you try hard to get it but it doesn't gives any response just accept it fatally.
God will always do the rest on every good of us,he arranges every single thing with his reason behind,so I obey when it really gets hard.
If something leaves you just let it.
If it comes back it means yours.
If it doesn't,it never was and never meant to be.
There's sure one you like but it's not perfect as how you wish in your mind,sad thing is you still love it although you realised  it.
You'll lost more as you're holding something which is not belong to you tightly.It's just like killing yourself to end your life.Even worse than that.
If you dare to falling for someone,then you must be dare to let yourself get out from the relation when everything is over.
Remember of pride of being a girl,no matter how many times you've fell down because of somebody hurt you,certainly you must be tough but you must keep your kindness to everyone including the one who hurts you and the others that speaking bad of you.
Jealousy will turns one looks terrible but kindness makes one looks well every moment.


Ah girl said she love herself more after been wound.
I said I love money more after someone kicked me to the hell. :>

I earn it by myself and I work hard for future,no cares about how hard is it and no worries in future as well.



:)

林峰&黄圣依 - 许诺 Full MV

26 Oct 11

Must not involve in each others' life anymore.
We're totally changed a lot as what I told h**.
We don't ever become a friend so please,never distract,too. 
I'm sorry that I never wish you well every year,it's too enough ended up with a wish on wall,I can't do much coz I can't get over too much when I was clear.
Dear God,please don't mess up my life again. 
This is too great now. ;)

Girl,go and get him if you love him.
Useless to mad on me,I couldn't do anything in fact.
God arranges the destiny,obey him.
I wish you both sincerely if you get it come true. :)


I love when the sunlight shines on me to wake me up,thanks I was alive with smiles.
I read my beloved book,it cheers me to expect life would gives me surprises,darlings know that and love that as well,exactly a good recommended. ;)


I killed Economic and Perdagangan,it's time for movie and swim with my darlings.
I love the feeling of enjoy movie still,Paranormal3,Love U U,What's your number? and so on.
Gosh I must catch up!
Paranormal with ah girl  Ca and Koh on Thurs.I wish my girl is fine. haiz.
Gonna meet up with my babes after exam,seriously can't wait.

Went to my aunt's Deepavali open house just now.
Gonna attend my cousin's wedding soon,with sari must be something fresh for me.Awaiting...


My dear appeared,gonna share a lot.


I may be a good friend but not a good lover,I never trained so to be.
Men I walked with aren't what people think of,I'm just try to be a friend that's all.
The main purpose of living still is not to care about those who hate you but those who loves you.

Thanks God everyday and I expect sunshine,I believe in what I expected. :)

22+23 Oct ❤ The Best Day Ever. ;)

终于让我休息一个星期，一直这样考下去真的会窒息，一个月了。
庆祝AH GIRL 的生日一整天，然后疯了一天。
这说的上是一种快乐，这些日子我撑得好久，累死了，老天爱我，还死不了。
然后她就笑了一整天啦~忙死了~
在里面跑来跑去我都找的累死人~哈哈!
生日快乐啦~我们都很爱你~你要好好的生活，好好考试，然后好好的当你的STEWARDESS,然后幸福很久很久。只要你快乐，我就会很快乐了。 :) <3

He asked me don't lean,but he did.Gosh!

我又犯了错迟回家，但是是很值得的。都很快乐。放肆一次，解脱了，结果心里舒服多了。
Your secret is safe with me. ;)

14 Oct 11

Finally it's Friday and I done English papers!My God loves me. :D
I can rest well for today.Am going to library tomorrow.
No outing mood.Reading poison.


Halo kids,I know you guys have released from PMR,but there's no need to shout like nut to spoke such things.Exactly come from villages.There will be your turn soon.
No manners.
Play the boom some more,you suffering from mental retardation?


Now I have half of the day to read my books before the coming of tomorrow.


I love a person who can loves himself than me but not admire himself,this is much worth and priceless.
Just an express ,no worries.==
I shall keep myself unavailable until I do well in SPM. Tehee! :D

Ouch!!I love him!!

14 Oct 11

每次考试一到就给我来出状况，很要我的命。 浪费了我六个小时半的时间昏睡。==
当投入与书本里的时候，还真的吸收很快。咖啡还真的是很深奥的滋味，无法形容。哈哈。
当下总是很辛苦，不过很铭心刻苦。
我会啃书啃到很心甘情愿，然后安心的睡我的觉。
希望看到那呈现在我的试卷上的数字时我会没有形象。
这种感觉很赞。

明天考英文。要冷静。
难得又是一个星期四，我会很兴奋。通常这一天的睡眠时间很不标准。
现在听曹格的歌，看一本迟来的书，极品。 :D

不管有些事有些话有多不堪，我需要给自己信心。
我不是没有问题的人，因为我是凡人，所以连我自己都在解读自己，问题只是在于我把自己牵涉，我从不想麻烦别人。
当家人对自己的信任不稳的时候，说的话有一点的伤害到自尊的时候，可以做的只是继续守住自己的原则，我不会兑现别人的不信任。
我不再当错中乱，乱中错的人。

不久以前我觉得爸妈看不到我好的事情，那种感觉糟透了。
但是现在只有当我觉得好的条件也附属在我身上的时候那才是最好的解释。


我想泡电影。


我是很自私的人，纠缠的发生对我来说还太早。

11 Oct 11

Final in coming in another 24 hours.
I absent today to study at home.I can't sleep anymore.
Went to Movida on Wednesday with ah girl and Koh Yue Sun,three peoples also can buang like nuts haha!And then went for movie with Chia Wei on Saturday.Studied with Joyce,Aaron and Bryan at Jusco,it's fun to get a special friend,so nice,Joyce and I keep laughing in Coffee Bean! XD
I love them always,never lost them. <3

I didn't sleep at all last night for my study,too stress.
C'on I need confidence to fight for tomorrow!
Coffee can always wake me up!
 
Alright I blocked you.You got to know the reasons.
You're a kinder garden teacher but what you did is just all wolf being.
You involved in twice of my relationship before and messed up everything.
I bear it all at last because of your innocent acting.WTF==
You may think of I'm care about them so I get mad but please this is just another thing and unfortunately I knew what you did.

You look pure and innocent but I know about myself as well,I'll never wound anyone although I wounded.Take both of them then,who cares?

I really get mad that's why!

2 October 11

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR BEST BRO DARYL LWEE !!
Wish you're glad with everything of yesterday!!
We're so crazy last night!We walked under a very hot weather like sizzling fishes and then took bus to Jusco,
An accident happened when we going to get down from the bus,good heaven don't ever try to stand on the stages coz the doors could hurt people.
The K box seemed like a club with the attendance of us,PARTY ROCK!!
When I got call from ah girl I was scared man,she said she's in Johor!But finally she came with ikan and Xiao Jun,she'll always makes thing comes true,LOVESS!!
I love them them so muchhhhhhh!

My life turned to normal mode right now,there's a long time I never been wake up so early in the morning without a clock.
I realised how's the feeling of release from the hell since I don't even touch my book today,I'm so nervous with my final but then it's settled.yeahhhhhhh!! ==
Met with Ah Man and Li Pin and then I saw my beloved cousin and Iris jie jie was having sushi in 一番屋...I wanted to go to Breek's cafe so badly!!I don't mind to become fatty actually!
And then went for a movie.The Socerer and the White Snake.You guys must see that!The effect is damn nice! Especially the actress,she's so pretty and I envy her black iris!
I'd promise Jordan to watch it second round just now.
I comfirm he won't laughs like insane inside and being like a monkey anymore since he attracted by this movie.
Do you used to heard somebody can laugh loudly when he's watching Insidious? He must be the first one lah! Insane uncle!不像样!I'll throw my shoes towards his face if he laugh some more!hahaha!
I can shower in the cinema for a day,as long as I can enjoy it very well,I'll do it one day with my dear.She loves that too :D
Exhausted man!!My blood circulation isn't good lol!
I felt so shy today man!My heartbeat keeps increasing as long as I sit on the table,my nervous betrayed me,it stuck my mouth when I'm going to answer something,aiyer I hate myself ><
Stay me away lah my shy ><
I met a lots of my friends,those greets has made a good day.


Went for dinner and then they went to Paya Mengkuang,I'd rather stay at home alone instead of go there,those children always make me desperate!==


Something would be the best without keep changing anymore,my heart measures it.
Thanks God everyday. <3

My heartbeat was keep increasing last night.
When I close my eyes and think of Final,I feel so nervous and scare of there's a red mark on my paper!==
Now the chapters is getting harder,or I should check my brain?Is it getting more like dumb? 
14 days to go,what should I do now? My brain is empty,where's what have I studied? S.O.S! :(

快乐后一切却搞砸了。
我们该很团结，但是这个时候要很公平。
就这样的没事了，怎么样都好还是要笑着面对。
大部分的人都是会贪新鲜的，我也承认我自己会。对于朋友也是这一回事。
我更加承认我是生气的，但是心理上总要接受。成为一种性格。
对事不对人，而且那不是重点，个人是个人的问题，与他的群组无关。
所以算了吧，我们要的是快乐，不是问题连连。
真希望那会是没有距离的一天。


所以我要开始要求，相信，接收。
最后拥有。


休止符。 ==
我现在不快乐，但我会笑得很灿烂 ==

24 Sept 11

I walked almost for a day.I slept at 4 something last night and wake up at 7 something.Have flu and normal illness.Urrghh.
My legs are cramp RIGHT NOW.I tried few ways to treat it but still can't get well.


The day which I had one coffee per day without take any meal.I got a abscess on my teeth again.Desperate lah it's with me been years.


Ya there,I was stress because of someone lack of secure today,SWEAT! hahaha!
Those eyes make me lost more of my confidence,there's nothing left on me.LOL.
Went to Jusco for a movie.
That's not horrible at all but quite fun at last,just got no point.
You'll use your pet's hand to touch your I-pad after you watched it. XD
Thais look pretty in fact,mostly like Korean.


Went to meet my dear,her mum's off to Egypt by tomorrow.Chill for a week !!
We shared a lot,it's touched.
Went to Tea Milk as usual ,the Oreo is always the best choice for us.
Watched Johnny English,I do love him,cool as his Rolls!! :D
Met my old schoolmates as well,nice greet. Laughs along today! ^^



No lies at the beginning of a destiny,please.
I've no idea to be trust on what I've listened or seen.
I'm just ORDINARY.


















Don't keep on call to me when I'm not really in a great mode,it's late,too.Irritate.==
We've no relation anymore kay.

Single makes happiness.

This is nice.

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

I guess she looks prettier without make up.What a pretty edition!

23 Sept 11

We settled my dear outfit trouble yesterday. XD
I got the release date of Paranormal Activity 3!! It's on 21th of October!! Maybe yeah! Thanks Bryan!
Ouh yeah can't wait to see that with my friends!! Who else wanna join?Let's go together. :D


My English teacher lost control today,no one knows what happened to her.
She scolded somebody so sudden and she stopped teaching afterward,no one offened her actually.
The point is she asked us to do the essay by ourselves she won't teach anymore.Alright I start to write the first paragraph but she gave the point afterward,I erased my book for few times until it looks dirty.==
The title is LOVE!
Fantastic,hahaha!

My book's full of liquid paper,full of the signs of false.


Had fun today with Ah Yang Ah Lee and Ah Loh.
We drew a big combination of diminshed MY MAP!
There are few garbage characters.XD
We relief hateful well.Haha.

We did this with reasons kay.

Seriously I can't bear it.
I can't get why must they do such shallow things when they get to see another girl beside one of their group.
Like shit you know==
Don't look at me with your eyes full with hates without any REASON.I've tried to close my eyes and thought it like nothing.
If you wanna show off with a very loudly noise behind of me,GO AHEAD. 
Why show off?I got answer for you,because of the lacking of confidence.
It irritates me,we're the one too live in city,show off-ING is just too much,and we got to know the reality.
What you like to do with guys isn't our business,nothing for us if you aren't reach the limited of us.
Phewww~


I'M PRAYING TO MY GOD,NOT TO MEET HER BY TOMORROW!


Ouh yeah,this song is so nice.I heart this.↓

 

Goes right now.

Lots of my mummy's friends have always tell her I'm nice.Because of I could fix my mind even mood by SLEEPING.I'll always be fine after all.
Is this something good from me? - -
LOL.
Now I'm fine,I just woke up from my sweet dream haha!
I received message from my dear and Li Pin and else.I always enjoying the moment that we chat through SMS but be sure it's ALWAYS with credit~
Jordan has invited me to go Movida on Friday,he's cracked for no reason recently.I'll not be the spoilter and I'll not been there,am suffering of the smell of smoke.Enjoy my dear,you gotta make your ''dream'' really come true. XD

My mummy bought me contact lenses,I don't like those over 15mm one.14mm is the best one.
She always says that I look terrible and old without make up,people would says I'm her sis if I've outing with her.This is not funny at all.==


Expecting for Saturday :) 
I asked my dear to seek something from her wardrobe,she still has no idea. XD 

Final seems not far away from me and the holiday would be short for me.The days seem FULL.
I'll do my best,God will do the rest. Thank you.

I HEART THIS!!
I'm thinking to change my phone after the witch has stolen my phone.==
I wonder the baby Donald's so CUTEEEEEE!! :D


Off to revision.No more relation pls girl.

Stupid folio,it's killing me.
I have no enough time,stay away from facebook,I hate its feature as well.
Something irritates me again.
Willing to have my Chinese oral tomorrow,I haunch that I can't get it well,my speak isn't formal and like dumb.==
I wish to drop it! But my mum will not agree with that. You never know how difficult of it! I wish to leave it blank sometimes.
HEADACHE.
Well,nice weather and nice greet from friends,nice jokes in class too.
I must be careful tomorrow,some of them ready to hide my things.Nut.==


Every sweet thing isn't means really nice.
Seek for something real to me,the reality isn't the factor.


I wanted to know the release date of PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 3 so badly!!!
I prefer comedy and something like this! ↑

21 Sept 11

不知不觉，10月就快来了。
美好的日子总是过得特别快。16 都已经够痛苦了，相信后来不简单。hmmmm~ :/
我想我的account老师睡了一个月。该交folio的日子我们才开始要飞很快。
Bryan说他们学校做完了的时候，我真的是一脸的无奈。啧~
FINAL和folio同时送上门，我还真的是招架不住，咳。

我快死在书群里了。
为什么我一直失眠？无奈啦。


FACEBOOK 又换pattern了。
我还没来得及习惯就被耍的团团转。zzz~

世界变了，变得不三不四。
所以我真的很想删掉一些人。
我知道拉现在最红的就是比LIKE多不多嘛，然后在街上看到你户口上的哪个人就好像看到动物园跑出来的猩猩一样讨论老半天。
我受不了这些人的大头症，让他们自我感觉走路特别有风的大头症。让我需要当个瞎子看不见，我没有被影响的习惯。
存在我的户口里浪费空间。

Nah~here's the LINK.

世界上最不缺的就是美女，别把自己看得太重。


哦~Johnny English 超爆笑，我们从小到大的偶像。 ^^
他的MR.BEAN 是做给神经病人看的，可是我们怎么也投入了。 :]
这个心理医生认真时是帅的，哈。

周末时，我爱见见朋友，see whether they are fine or not.
They're always the part of my life.

这个星期要找ah Man.

我最爱的茶，什么口味都很nice。哈。

噢。对了。谢谢她的浅笑。
但我不习惯回应虚伪的人性。这种人从来不存在我的生活里。

快要隐居lui lui 家了，自身难保，好一个变态的。》《



ah girl生气了。快快好起来，我在这里。 :D
我想念蔡嘉薇，快看到她了。 :D

一个人的日子还真是好过。
完了。我状态不佳。

最近很悲哀。我的基因有问题，没一点是好的。
除了读书还是读书，有时觉得我像是死人。
肥的快，就像是海绵。
我真的觉得我烂透了！人都是超级的现实，我知道我的份量轻到像羽毛~哪里都不缺我嘛对不对。
我真想把自己画出来然后如何如何的叙述自己烂到怎样的极点，然后我跟你说我一无所有。无奈。
欺负我啦，我越看自己越讨厌。==
咳。 :[

Again the feeling of pain is killing me,I can't bear it,it's so painful even when I'm trying to sleep too.So I just can try to take medicine every time to relief it.I'll receive another letter soon.No choice but it's really killing me.
Sorry to Wen I can't been there..

I know it's too far since I was doing such stupid things for so long and until result is sucks,to you.But then there's no way to go back just go ahead,I didn't mean anything...That's the only thing we shall do...
Maybe too much is unfair and it was there because of something isn't true,what to feel senseless but keep the smile,no matter it would be go well or not.
What can I do is just tolerate everything,no anger,again feel to be abandon who's me.Whoever whatsoever.

To the great awful as what happened around me recently is just senseless.
No matter how I ever caught any sight but that's me who's just passed by. 
I could rather accept what's hurts my ears but true instead of listen what's sweet,keep that if I say that I'll act as a happy deaf so you can talk as what as you wanted.
Once more,I will not grovel to anyone for benefits or something else.
I don't wanna to read anyone's mind some more,it makes me turned upset.
That's why I choose to read when I wish to escape.
Friends and lovers are sarcastic in special case sometimes,GL.

For the pretty girl who's the most troublesome troublemaker,I can't get why God has made you to fuss around like a cracked.I'll never count on what you ever did for me behind when I was really do not know,I got to know when you used the same way to treated others as well as me,it's doesn't matter for me.I'll not focus on you coz you showed more nothing than a bacteria.You could cheated on fool men who without pair of bright eyes but not those brilliants. What a SHALLOW creation in the world? *pish*

Thanks God everyday for giving a better day to me a day to day. <3

HAPPY HOLIDAY!

因为昨天的SEGAK TEST，今天早上一睡醒的时候全身阵痛！太久没有运动了，还敢承认曾是田径员？！*爆笑*
那天考了BM & BI 的口试，考的时候面对着那么多对的眼睛，难免会紧张不已，加上是GROUP TEST,考不好的话就殃及别人了。我自己害自己，还害别人，写得长了些，上场前还以为我会像卡带一样停滞住了，结果我像是吟诗一样不停的望着窗外在念。没办法，这就叫做自作自受。

我有股要呐喊的冲动！我把那本科学给干掉了！:D
每当完成好的事，满足感总是很棒！*哈哈哈哈！*
很侥幸它没像去年的那一本烂的无可救药，曾经很多人用了异样后无奈的眼神看着它:

TAADAAAAAA~！



噢，那个总在自称自己是批改SPM考卷的老师太忙，要求调职去了。
谢天谢地，他太懒惰了，啧~
加上成天被异常眼神盯着看的感觉不太好。

换来了一个人挺不错的老师，很亲切。
或许她的教学与以往的不同，但朋友们，我们可以自己努力一些，没什么事我们做不到的。
要避免取消补习去呆在学校无所事事，我们自己可以做到，
不要总是抱怨别人的不对，要求别人为我们做些什么，要问你自己可以为自己做些什么，为这一班换来什么好的事情。
加上她现在是有着身孕的人，不管她有什么不足够的地方，就尽可能的去包容就算了，她大可选择不教呆在家里休息，那我们有什么理由去拒绝她还不停地做出投诉还不停的吵闹，她总会有她的好。
要求一件事就好了，敞开心胸的接受她，以后的日子不会难过。




前天下起倾盆大雨~
看着潮水从别班流过来，感觉很莫名奇妙哈 ~~
那个时间我们应该在上课，但大家都在看着潮水什么时候流进来。
水灾了，我不喜欢脱着鞋子走在肮脏的水中。
结果在礼堂呆上了没有意义的一天，好像难民。哈。
想象一下那么冷的天气大家围个圈交流，没距离，感情增进了不少，我感觉到友爱。 :)
我想这属于我们互相学习进步的方式吧? :)
YOU GUYS ARE ALWAYS THE POINT FOR ME TO TREASURE AND LOVE.THANKS GOD
 
*雨后数天 ，蚊子特多* 唉！

假期来临了，可以放松的日子所剩无几啊！
所以在下个星期来临以前我的日子过得是充实的。
过后就甭提了，要呆在我从小就绕到大的店里向我娘学习，她像女超人，超能力无限种类，甭想搞怪。
我懒得写了，待会儿大概会再次梦到假期吧，我太期待快乐的美好。

24 AUGUST 11

无奈啊无奈。
有时候真的有股要把脑袋给砸了的冲动。
我毫无头绪，为何如此的憎恨国语。
我很排斥通通有关于国语的书籍，更排斥历史也牵扯了回教。说实在的，我不知道那宗教教学读了对我有什么好处？我得硬着头皮的啃书！
如果不是为了SPM，我会固执得连碰也不碰它。
最近就像患了什么奇怪的瘟疫一样，连续把自己栽在书本里头。两年里要考的东西太多。
我不想想太多。

我的负面病最近来探访我，做什么都不怎么顺心。
完全就想把自己收起来，我给不了太多的言语。像自闭症的小孩。
甚至到了小心翼翼的地步，否则就安安静静。有时候真的很想把自己标上宅女的标签，为了避免太多的烦恼，面子书只好少上，反正它的坏处还多过好处，无所谓。啧。
看着镜子，就只是一张憔悴的表情，很欠揍。==
我笑不出，压迫感，无奈。

我爱上了OLIVIA的bassanova风，很舒服的歌声。
我会快乐起来，soon。

什么时候走起懒散风了，还是得要认老了？或是星座趋向？
不是很想出门去，家里还是最舒服的 :]]]]
因为读书所以电话少用了电脑懒得开了，我不应酬不答客套话。


华文试卷很挑战，这一次的华文测验不很理想。
他们越是要你放弃华文，我们就越得要坚持，否则未来甭想华文字出现在国民型学校的教学上了。
虽然星期五大家都开开心心的早放学去，但就再忍着点吧，朋友。

就这样不active的失踪了，精神消耗的生活。*我们的未来不是梦*

20 August 11

My mood is getting better then down again,what the halo?
Thanks God I met you,the hug is warm,a sweet noon. :)
I wish to laughs a lot please...................Gosh,can't get why moody without any reason :S
Fresh air and happy come to me please,God blesses!!
Psychology?Law?
Humane is freaky....................until I was getting blur to explore it @@
How about now?Would I be way better?*smirk*
Why's so confused to think about future huh??!

I'm DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN.................. syndrome?
Will be fine soon and later,I just need somebody to talk with,laughs all along a day then everything would be goes fine.
I can't even make sure what's going wrong with me too,what's on my mind,what to worry?The sky doesn't fell also.I wanna get well.
I'll be lovin my life and peoples again soon. <3


*What an insane guy!Scramble please as you not belong to part of my life anymore!

[ Heartstring ]

I got how's upper form life going now,it's busy,tired,lack of sleep,insomia sometimes and else.
More homework,less Facebook.
What an afraid?SPM.

Fine.Who says one can't live better without a man?If is anybody,so am I.
I can't get any point from relation since a year ago,I'm so damn steam with that,I can't feel anything like wood.Friendships have made me touch until now,it taught me to believe,to be trustful,no betrayal,no bargain so that to get much,it's always a peaceful world.A smile could changes everything.
Pain could be something hurt and drop people so down but you'll never realised it was gone while celebrating the happiness afterward.
Things will go better isn't it?
In fact I wish to contribute more than accept contribution.Because it makes one feels well,no worries...
 Do not involve in a relation doesn't mean one's pity,but luckily.

Tanks God to released me from miserable until everything's fine now.
Eat well sleep well live well,until my life's full with loves.
Appreciate everything I have and laughs often.
No comment no explain no complaint,these isn't my jobs.So on what happened to anyone whom ever be with me too,I'll just give a wish from true heart,no matter who was that,coz that's one's choice.
What for troblesome?Be a good girl,with wishes and smiles from true heart,accept everything and ignore what you can't to be.
I'm fine,with my life goes on and containing what I want.
Appreciate Ah girl and others. <3


Should be a busy Thursday tomorrow,luckily no koku~
Thanks God! 

Hmm，WESTERN? :)

Well recently went not smooth...What the hell? Haiz.
I need a environment without forcing please! I hate B.M more now as long as I read it for a long day to only sit for my exam and only a few questions like peanuts appears on one and half faces of the paper.Full with nonsense.And the teacher lazy like hell also.Nice one dude.
I'm speechless to talk with them especially my dad sometimes,tiresome lah disconnected also.Make me so scare to move my step out from my house to go to school,seems like for a long time I'll not be in home.Gosh.WTC.
Just a little bit spread,no worries LAHhhhhhhh!
I'll come over it!Ouh yesssssssssss~! :S
Imma a HAPPY teen CRAZY teen TOUGH teen INDEPENDENT teen whosoever :)
Keep heard the 'Take A Bow' anywhere recently,so I listened it yesterday by search it on 4SHARE yesterday then.It makes me thought about the last relation before.I've no idea why did it happen but over,it's positive.No way back as I wish,the life is pretty well now and later.
I couldn't go back,no point to thinking of it as it's actually my illution.
I prefer WESTERN!Hahaha! 
Wait for me my western guy,after I get a well result in few years :)
I'll fight you Chinese test!SPM! :3

His smile makes me CHILLLLLLLL! :D
Ouh my LOVE! Haaaaaaa! >v<

Getting start of independent life. What the FUN? :)

Discussed future plan recently with Ah girl Ah Yang and Ah Lwee! :D
When we talk about this every time surely we'll have very wide imagination and laughs a lotttttttttt!!
Very simple and enjoyable job -----> STEWARDESS!
Ah Yang said it benefits a lot to Ah girl!You guys know why?
Simple+forgiveness+kind,all's her suitable condition to have the job!
Lost conscience,now only left me and Ah Lwee get in to Taylor's,Wednesday and Thursday need to take LRT to school,nobody fetch what that's why,should be her job in fact~ so pityyyyyyy~~
Bye,she says once she has a flight to somewhere she'll brings chocolate back to us and also a LV!
Then she'll marry with an INTERNATIONAL HANDSOME+STANDARD MAN.
And also the Lawyer Tan.OMG really laughed until my tears falled down..... T.T


What a enjoyable and happy year 4! I don't ever be in such environment before!Fantastic! ^^''
When I was in my lower form study,I can feel everyday is very stressful,only few of them isn't stingy type people,so suffering need to tolerate what I dislike,full with actors around!Tiresome!
The environment now has changed me better,most of them are acceptable and real,laughs around everyday!And Ah girl  ah Yang and Da Tang too~They motivate me to do any good things and encourage,just a lot,I can't really complete what they guys have gave me. I love them and classmates,I wish to keep it until so long.never give up.


I gotta start my independent life!! :)
I wish to know how's the feel to earn money and how's the social?What a fantastic try right? ;)
I don't wanna be an useless girl some more,and now it's the time to get much experiences in my life,it must be useful to my future!!
Become a very hot-temper girl,need the whole world to tolerate with the temper when in a bad mood?Emo?Pattern like a actress smirk all the time also don't even feel very tired,what the hell?I hate it.Like a little baby.
Avoid from this,let's be well.


C'on babes!
We're going to enjoy our shoot and preparing our Final soonnnnn!! :D

:)

No pain no gain，no hurt no cries. :)

Imma suffering from him,suffering from my study today.
Excuse me,I need to spare some space to myself,managing my mind,it could be fine soon. :)
I lost my confident recently,I couldn't find the reason why did I think through such a sucks way,I can't have a smile when I look at the mirror,seriously unusual.
Thanks daddy and mummy to cheer me up.What they giving me is always the best,supporting without any comment.
They asked me to look at my heritage,it's fine.Be cheerful since so many of them love you and appreciate you,behave and full of loves every time,admire and love ourselves,peoples would love you more than you when you start this way with a CHEERFUL mind.
Thanks God always giving me what I want when I need something.
I satisfied with the pretty life which I having now,that's the best effect of what I thought in past.
It should get better,I try so,I believe that what I want to get will comes into my life very soon,as I wishing.
Avoid from telling me about MAN,I'm not interested in,and fed-up.
There's no reason for me to guess what about them.What for?
Since when sadness is in need?It'll never be.
I can live without a relationship,if it is yours,you'll meet it and last-longing until you get what's forever;If it doesn't yours,it will still leave you even you met it and hold it tightly.
I didn't mean to care anyone's words,but for me a person personality is more important than everything.I'm not reality,biggest cause of breaking up is just isn't a suitable time，even not the suitable person.
If for you I'm just alike as others,please go away from my life,I won't expect anything from you,of course no bargain,too.
I'm a tough,nothing could scares me.But don't make me any trouble,just dislike.
No sorry to you,I'll never change because of a man.
Live through what I wish to live,I just can tell you that's all.


To my girl,no more cries,okay?
I'm here,shoulders are always here,just tell.
I love you always,and remember our future?Must go on after this,I shall waiting.We have times. <3

Imma just fine always,thus have nothing to worry!

好久好久都从来没有尝试那么的感触，不知道什么时候开始坏心情对我来说已经算是没什么，更不用说情绪。总记得，心情是会影响别人的情绪的，所以我得用感觉来监视每一个思想。思想让你有了感觉，你才会知道自己的方向在哪里，要的是什么啊，否则我是不是就在绕圈，最后原地不动了？

人很善变是合情合理的一回事，所以人因人的善变而累了，却不能太累，因为丢了一个让你失望的人，只要有所期待，也不怕没机会再遇见更多的人，看见更多的变化，未来还真的很不可思议，生活是人的作为，没有变化哪来的美好？

眼泪是该被精神上排出的坏东西，那对身体无益，为何不把它撤出，好让我不觉得闷在心里面很无奈，很挣扎。没有什么过不去的事，悲哀的是因为一句跨不过而就停住生活不向前了，得爱自己才是。

过去的思想就反映在现在啦，只要相信一切将会是美好的，生活也将会是美好的。生活的魅力不是谁都能完完全全的诠释好，一旦感觉到了它的存在，它就一直都在，只要保持住它，它就不会离开，或许你觉得事实太残酷，世界一直都是善良的，否则它不会告诉你什么是真实的什么是虚假的。

不管是否到了我的极限，我知道忍一忍对我来说是不会有害的。变化，感觉，一直都在告诉我是不是偏离轨道，只要熬过去，就没事了嘛，那很简单。

怎么知道其他人们在想些什么？所以要在乎吗？谁在乎？ 

如果总跟着别人的脚步走，那永远都不会是你自己要的路，到不了自己想看的那一道风景。

如果总担心着别人看待你的眼光，那你自己去了哪里。

丢了你自己，你就什么都没有了，

那是真正的贫穷，真正的一无所有，真正的悲哀，finally you're just nothing.

能怎么样？那都是自己把它带进生命的。

现在这一个年龄，

或许可以像个孩子一样疯狂的玩闹，但却不一定可以在遇到挫折时像个孩子一样选择哭闹。

或许时间多的让人觉得手空空很闲，但其实它在被浪费的很不值。

或许有一个人在心上徘徊走不掉，但时间久了其实却也没办法再回头。

或许我会很恨他，但最后我才发现没有诶。

知不知道转个头会浪费多少时间，摔多一次再复原是否又要让自己的心情惨兮兮的，然后浪费一天有一天，结果原本很多更值得去拥有的人事物早就走远了，只是我们后知后觉。

不想要就不想，得不到就不要，想怎样就怎样，得好好的爱自己，珍惜自己的一切，别人才会用心的去爱你，因为在别人的眼里，你是有价值的。

我没办法恨一个人太久，因为不想折磨自己，然后向摧毁自己一样让自己不快乐，再说，恨的理由何在，我不清楚。

永远都不要为了生活而快乐，要为了快乐而生活才对啊。

我的快乐比伤悲来的快速，吃到我满足然后好好睡一觉，要不然就走走笑笑的，这样很快乐耶。

不想要的东西就拒绝吧，不是时候就缓延吧。我的爸妈很爱我，所以我也爱我自己，也爱我的朋友。我想这大概就是一种感动吧，即使它很简单。 

Go on，sweetlife still mine. =)

今年的生日很快乐，生日快乐 =D
我真的火大了。我的电话被个三十多岁的老家伙盗取了，但也怪我粗心大意。我很后悔给她一个机会试衣试到那么爽，我却感觉在烧=[
so what?人家偷了就是偷了啦，你还期待她还给你？傻的 T T
毕竟她moral白读了==
睡觉的时候感觉旁边空空的感觉很不好啊，我很想念它啊=[
怎么办。。。我的生活记忆全都被她全然的灭了，还有电话号码。咳。现在很头痛要买回电话和搞好号码啊，搞得我头大。我哭不出，悲哀。sorry my dearest AINO,sorry daddy...

好吧，事件发生，我烦恼不已，怎么解决？Any method?
在我不责怪谁对谁错的当儿，我长大了。当感受过一个人的生活时，需要很大的勇气去决定去反省。因为没有感受过限于一个人的感受的时候，就永远不会知道自己要什么。反正也就这样的走来，反正都知道该怎么办了，就打从心里来鉴定过吧。
每一样事情都是没有限制的,只不过不是适当的一个时机。有些事情不说并不代表我没有这样的感受，唤起别人不好受的频率是实在没有必要的。
不管这一刻起我会做什么，都是长远的一个决定，我也想安稳得过生活。
该面对的东西我没有必要逃避，大不了睡个觉，况且那不很严重，不管是你太高攀我的疗伤能力还是低估我面对的勇气，我唯一的解释是我可以比你大胆，也拜托免了帮我解释，捏造很可耻。电话不见是我也没那本事去兼顾面对与否这一回事。
等到那一道墙不在的时候，想法就能免了。
期间不管会发生什么事，我只能适应，人总要学习担起责任。

我抱着一种期待美好的心情拍下我自己。感觉是不错。哈 ^-^